February 2012
I realized.
I’m only really really attracted to girls I’m in no way compatible with. Hmm… Odd.
I love living
live loving
love living
live loving
love living
Well shit.
Sometimes it scares me thinking about how many people must have passed through these halls dreaming of fame and money. 1 in 4 people are supposed to get a job that makes this school worth it. That means in my friends, only one of us will make it. I’m not worried, I don’t really care about making it. I mean, I’ll fight for it… but I won’t die if I don’t make it....
“And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact...”
– The Perks of Being A Wallflower (via fagmahal)
January 2012
My dreams
I just kept dreaming us fighting, it was pretty crazy. The fact that it all seemed so real and the points you made were all really points you would use in fight made it freaky. If we do end up fighting over this… I’m not very excited for it.
That moment when someone walks in and slowly...
It kind of sucks.
Such an amazing feeling.
When I walked out there just hearing them cheer for so long and so loudly was awesome. Haha it felt like i belonged. It’s one thing to perform someone else’s work and do a cover but to do something I wrote from my heart made it just magical. And yeah, I was pretty shaky but it will only get easier, plus, they still stood up at the end and I was only the 3rd performer! haha I loved...
