February 2012
Dear Jasmine,
The random girl from the party two days ago… I don’t know what happened. All I know is that we started off the night amazingly. You stopped me and said the most wonderful things my ears have ever heard. Something about you made me warm, I felt good in that first minute that we talked. I had no idea where you came from. After that everything slowly goes black. Except for the part where...
I realized.
I’m only really really attracted to girls I’m in no way compatible with. Hmm… Odd.
I love living
live loving
love living
live loving
love living
Well shit.
Sometimes it scares me thinking about how many people must have passed through these halls dreaming of fame and money. 1 in 4 people are supposed to get a job that makes this school worth it. That means in my friends, only one of us will make it. I’m not worried, I don’t really care about making it. I mean, I’ll fight for it… but I won’t die if I don’t make it....
“And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact...”
– The Perks of Being A Wallflower (via fagmahal)
